I have been addicted to the www. since late 2006. During those days I don’t know yet why I am so Internet savvy. All I can recall is I was captivated by some booming social networking sites such as Friendster and Myspace. I had no idea that I’m giving too much information about myself like posting photos, company name and location in a public profile where any body can add me up. Little by little I’m losing my privacy, people from different places and different races added me as their friend. They also left comments and sent messages. I felt so harassed and embarrassed since I couldn’t filter my friends anymore. I received SEB invitations, they post comments on my pictures and there was this guy (pinoy guy, L.A based) who attached my picture (swimsuit pic) to an email and sent it back to me.

Since then I deleted my 3 Myspace accounts, while my 3 friendster account set into private. I didn’t update my Hi5, hottorrent and tagged anymore. I changed my YM account as well and now I’m picky when adding up friends, if I don’t know them, I will ignore them.

In ensuring that my real name won’t appear on the search engines, I set up Google alerts that send updates if there’s a link pointed to my name. Only certification will pop up if you Google my real name. I’m using aliases for my SEO works too.

It’s better to be careful. Nowadays employers are using Google.com in conducting background investigation. Google is now our new resume, all trash postings and immoral actions on the internet can bring impression to our future employers.

Diba if may gusto tayong makilala, or tipong stalker alert ganto linya natin?

Usyosera1: Sino ba yung bagong employee? Taga san, gwapo/maganda?

Usyosera2: Oo nga raw may bago, si ANO raw yun…

Usyosera3: Teka I google natin….

Usyosera1: let me see let me see, taray, SINGLE…

=)

Tagged by Shane

Shiena – Given name, ammfff not so common unlike SHEENA…

Shena – Mga elementary friends ko yan tawag sakin, since they always omit the letter “e”

Shien – Shien – My mom and other relative call me shien -shien

Shin – Shin – High school friends…

Shin – Usually, officemates ko from SOLIDWORKS and L2S eto tawag sakin…

Shien – Ah, tawag to ng mga tita ko sa father side…

Teyayin – Our neighbor tossed this nick when I was young

Teyen – Short cut of Teyayin

Shine – Rei call me Shine

Shina – Nancy was the first one who wrote my name like this, College na to… up to now, which I love the most.

Shi – Mga Kgurlz to tawag sakin, esp bibay..

Butin – tin – Parang magkakamaganak to ng teyayin, teyen and butintin

Shinapot – Si nancy at si Donat mahilig tumawag sakin neto…

Honeybunch – Ah, si Jake… (mga unang years naming)

Bebe – (Si Jake tumatawag neto, gang ngayon)

Bratinella- (si jake pag napipikon sa ugali ko )

Mutya – Even without joining any competition I have my own title… my teachers and professors always remember me as MUTYA… I had an interview before; they asked me where my surname…is (kala lahat pangalan)

iena – Umm, tawag yan ng dati kong suitor, hahaha.. Another combalicer ..=P

Ena – Jr , my beloved boardmate call me ena…

Shi – shi – dinoble lang hehehe…

Streetsmartchic – my wa.wa.wa alias…

Bluejees – Pen name =)

Shinarx – when I was fascinated by Reynaldz pa… SHIN –AR (Aveno, Reynaldo) – X – (meaning EX – crush hahaha)

16 days to go, birthday ko na. I’m turning 23 on Oct 22; I was born under the sign of Libra. I’m getting old na, I’m experiencing quarter life crisis, too much stress and boredom. Let me share my 23 thoughts, wish and plans…

(mga kabaklaan ko ito… ewan ko maintindihan nyo)

1. Ang mga berlats kong friendshipz na di ko na mahagilap eh super miss ko na ng bonggang bongga. Infairview ang lola bibay ang lage kong kadaupang palad sa YM… super sad kase di na akez pwede ma ym sa work… Mga kati gurlz magparamdam kayo..regalo ko… =)
2. Sana dumami raket ng lola nyo, ummmf kabog maski article writing churvah pinapatos keber maski di ako magaling magsulat…iba na talaga ang nagagawa ng poorita mirasol….
3. Syempre ang lola nyo may pagka Charo, puro charity para si rosa rosal… Uhmm ala akong charity pero puro gratis lang natatanggap ko sa ginagawa kong ka lorkquehan about websites na related sa aking alma mater dear… Ang wish ko e sana makaBUYla na ko ng domain at malipat ko na sya .com…. wishiki pakels if butas ang bulsa at maging gratis basta happy mga berlats…
4. Happy akez kase maski papanu ang mga lolo nyo na kaberkz ni boylet ko eh lage ko kausap sa YM ..maski sa text… happy maski one of the boys lage ang lolabelss .
5. Ay naku sabi ko cut back and make more money ang drama ko…uhmmm cut back, I started to bring my lunch na (ummf conio) MMM (make more money) ayan pinipilit ko rumaket.
6. Bloggermaniac ang lola nyo..adiktus…infairness naman maski Portugal pa ako makabuo ng 100 dollar sa adsense ko umaariba na ang clicks.
7. Related sa pag ka addict ko sa blog kaytagal ko hinintay nagka PR2 na blogelya ko..
8. Ayaw ko maging poorita mirasol for life, kaya gang ngayun dehins pa rin ako nagkicredit card maski tuksong tukso na akez magfill up. Pero, maski ayaw ko magshopping I can’t stop being so rebbeca bloomwoods… shopaholic..best in withdraw sa nearest ATM machine.
9. Eto ang lolo nyo (jaykee) abah nipintasan ang kanyang bebe… sabihan ba ako kalevel na ng boobs ko ang bilbil ko… putragis… ayan ako eh napipilitan magpasexy…
10. Connection sa pagpapaliit ng tiyan, best in belly dancing chorvah akez… sumasakit na balakang ko, kakarindi na rin pakinggan mga music na animoy Bombay…kulang nalang sakin sibuyas…ummff shawarma…
11. naku mga friends ko sa L2S nagyayakag na mag out of town.. watdaff im broke ahahahaha…. Sana mura lang wishiki na ako okani budget for out of town
12. Sana makapag Bora kame ni jaykee sa early summer
13. Sana makapagshopping kame together ni shane “the rohan queenbee”
14. Sana ma simulan ko na yung business chorvah na niluluto ko with some of kati gurlzzzz..
15. Sana sipagin ako mag gym…
16. Sana maging sta. claus ulet ako sa pasko … dami ko bibigyan ng gifts…
17. Sana di mambabae si jaykee…mas lalong wag manlalake at mas madalas pa kame magkita…
18. Sana makapagpa quick bleach na ko ng legs sa next sahod…
19. Sana makalipat na ko ng destiny I hate smartbro na
20. Sana happy parate Family ko … pati kapit bahay naming.. at sana yung makati pa sa gabi na kapit bahay ko sa amin eh magtigil na…
21. Sana mabuhay pa ako ng bonggang bongga…
22. Maiba ko..ang internet nga pala eh parang dextrose na nagbibigay sakin ng buhay… Adik adik adik… kung gusto nyo ako asarin ilayo nyo ako sa computer… or alisan nyo internet…
23. Sana Tumagal pa kame ni jaykee…. As in kame na (ang KOMONTRA magsasuffer love life and sex life )

Regalo ko mga berlats:

Send nyo na lang via gcash, bpi, chinabank, o sa bahay namin… JOKE!!! =)

As Jake requested I should bring back my 24 inches waist line. I started to eat breakfast at home just like before so I won't have breakfast from MC DO and seat on my station after eating. Now I love long walks, I usually walk from AYALA (Manila Bank) up to Gloria building in Aguirre St. vice versa… Last Tuesday, I was given a chance to pursue my workout (hahaha), I walked from Aguirre St up to MRT passing through Greenbelt, Landmark and SM, then another walkathon from MRT up to Gateway Mall. I felt very exhausted after that.

I said I will bring back the old Shina, "kikay Shina" not just for Jake but for myself too, so part of my plan, I bought some Vit E, Vit C, and other supplements. But deceasing tiny munchies is like killing and depriving shinaaahhhh. It's annoying when Jake keep on saying please continue your diet. I felt like he's giving me a burden… I can bear a long walk, I don’t care, and I’m use to it as long as I’m wearing flats, but to diminish my eating routine… NO …

I love to eat; yeah it’s not obvious I know! I’m picky when it comes to food, since I rarely cook my own food I just buy what I like. Now that I’m capable of buying my own choice of food I don’t care if it’s high in calories …whatsoever …

I felt so “Ningas Kugon” since I can’t implement this challenge again. Jake will probably hate me if I get fat… and I don’t want that to happen. =’(

 LINK to our BLOG:

NINGAS - KUGON

Bring Back my old Shina

I’m freakin’ bored, my last Saturday and Sunday activities were crap. I wanna do something different aside from blogging, eating, sleeping, texting, and sleeping again.

My sister pushed me to go to starbucks because she’s badly required to bring a crap disposable cup with logo of starbucks (for her project). I don’t know what the use of that wicked cup is.  But since I wanna go out, I went to what I called “CONIOs' HAVEN” Gateway Mall. (Trivia: First time na spelled ang name ko ng SHINA, before lageng “SHEENA” which I hate)

While sipping caffeine I saw my favorite “Ex BF” of my sister. Well, unfortunately he’s with a girl (probably his gf). I’m not pleased at all; caffeine won’t ease my boredom in fact it is just a waste of money. I stayed at starbucks for a couple of minutes while watching different people passing by. Gateway mall is a real place for CONIOS, you can see there either fashion icon or fashion victim. Gateway mall is a place for College students from Miriam, PSBA, and Students coming from LRT2 and of course students from ARRRNEOO.

I’m tired “making daut na”, so I went up towards LRT station until a red banner caught my attention SALE 70%. Oh my God, MANGO on sale? So I went inside to check some items I don’t have intention to buy any of those. But what an IMPULSIVE BUYER I felt so Rebecca Bloomwoods of Shopaholic, I said to myself SALE honey why not fit some items. So I ended up carrying Mango Paper bag.

I’m not contented at all. So I went to some boutiques and fit a choice of blouses. I ended up with Kashieca glam blouse and Gimmick top from people are people. I felt a certain fulfillment, a relief to my boredom. I just felt a bit stressed since I pay much and to think that I don’t have plan to buy any item. But since I don’t use card and I pay cash I don’t care, I can cut back my other expenses.

I cannot tell to Jake that I purchased some clothing, he won’t understand, he will scrutinize my behavior for being so impulsive, so I decided to keep it secret (he don’t read my blog).

Now I have to meme na. =) Shopaholic Signing Off.

SOME PICS

(Camwhore eh... walang bawal bawal)

Monday: I woke up so early; in fact I felt all the positive vibes in me, But NO… Sa halip na sa MANILA BANK ng VAN naibaba kame sa POST OFFICE dahil marami nanghuhuli. SO I waited for another FX… Haaay Cutting Trip. Pag dating ko sa office gutom na gutom ako… I remembered I just had oatmeal (kase feeling ko binibilbil na ako so diet muna ..Shocks!!) sa gutom ko i ended up with an ASADO ROLL from BIG BROTHERS and Butter Cake pa. Hindi na nga ako nakatipid… I ate too much pa.

Tuesday: Same rin… Ibinababa rin ako sa malayo sa PASEO CENTER… So meaning maglalakad ako or magtataxi… (Oatmeal din lang kinain ko sa breakfast, so worry ko magugutom na naman ako…) Malas ko kase paakyat na ko sa escalator sa may ilalim ng ayala..biglang muntik na ko masubasob (buti na lang di natuluyan kakahiya diba), pero deadma, tao lang maganda nadadapa para PAGEANT lang..hahaha…

Wednesday: Eto favorite kong araw… Pinagpawisan ako ng malamig… Imagine nasa Corinthian na ako biglang napigtas ang sandals ko… Syet diba, nagmamaganda ako biglang nakakahiyang nasira sandals ko. So pinagpapawis ako ng malapot habang nagpepretend na everything is okie… Hahaha, Main goal ko marating agad ang MINISTOP … syempre I bought HELLO KITTY NA TSINELAS hahaha..kulay BLUE off na off sa damit ko syet talaga. I bought mightybond also baka sakali maayos ko pa ang sandals ko… nagtitipid na nga nadoble pa gastos ko hahaha…

Thursday: Well, I play in the rain… I met a new friend. Hehehe… I thought my misadventures already ended, but NO… Roumela and I trapped in the rain. As always MINISTOP is the answer to all my emergency need, now I need an umbrella… I purchased cute yellow umbrella, take note transparent for P99.00 hahaha, good for 9 days only. We walked from Gloria building up to Greenbelt1, unfortunately amoy Bombay sa pila ng cab kase may 5 bombay na nakapila… so bumabaliktad na ang sikmura naming grabeh… nakauwi kame ni roumela 9 na kumusta naman yun…

Friday: Umpisa palang adventure nah… I woke up late; I ate rice and cornbeef (ginisa ko pero walang sibuyas naubusan). Okie naman sa terminal ng van… May mga MMDA raw na nanghuhuli pero may masasakyan pa. So new strategy idaan kame sa San Marcelino st. palabas ng Quirino Ave. Galing nga eh, adventure kase parang nakikipagtaguan kame sa mga pulis and MMDA… Yan Osmenia Hiway na sa may WELCOME TO MAKATI na ng biglang liko… TARRRRAAAAN isang mahabang pila ng mga nahuling van at sangdamukal na pulis, and nakipila na rin kame… badtrip ending game over. Baha na nga at traffic, nahuli pa kumusta naman araw ko diba.. di pa rin natapos, nilakad ko from JAKA gang sa AGUIRRE. Syempre sahod excited ako mag withdraw, punta ko Corinthian syet OFFLINE. Hanggang Makita ako ni Elsbeth na nag aala Cinderella na naman ako sa daan (Naiiwanan ang Bakya)

Uuwi na sana ako nang ang napakabait naming friend na si Jepoytan eh magpaawa epek… Dahil sa dakila kame ni Elsbeth inantay naming ang LOLO KO, Inabot na naman kame ng sumobrang swerte… Lakas ng patak ng ulan grabeh… Inihatid nila ako sa PASEO CENTER, basing basa kameng 3. Nakaalis na ako agad while sila nagpatila ng ulan sa Mcdo. Haaay TGIF… natapos na rin ang mejo misadventures ko this week.

Good Morning! (Although mine is not good as the other day)

I woke up late as in late; it was around 6:30 am when I started my morning routine. I haven’t eaten my breakfast pa nga eh.

About 7:39 when I reached the Van Terminal (just a couple of blocks away from home). All of the drivers seem stressed because of what they called LIMA TANGO (MMDA po na nanghuhuli). I heard code names of places and people, they bombarding each other with information using radio. I hate it! I absorbed their stressful conversation. I felt like I had hallowed block on my chest and I can’t breathe well.

I’m at ease when I saw a handsome skin headed soldier (hahaha). I got fascinated immediately, my attention diverted to him. But it didn’t last when I noticed the van turned left, approaching Valero, meaning I have to walk from Valero street then Paseo de Roxas then Aguirre. It didn’t end just like that I almost hit by a starex van and a cab, one was in Dela Rosa Street and the other one was in Aguirre.

Everything seems weird today. But I’m still happy, and still it’s a Good Morning for me, why? Because God gave me another day to learn, another day to explore things, another day to wear RED, and another to prove I have angel beside me that won’t allow me to get hurt.

Good Morning!

It’s pretty obvious that Shane and I really love to eat. Our work station is always full of Junk… I mean junk foods, cereals, bread and sweets. Shane brought canister which we always pour with chips. (Our main goal: NOT TO EMPTY THE CANISTER)

We have also benefactor here at work; she’s Roumela, an avid customer of Big Brothers café. Hmmm, she buys food but she can’t eat all. She’s the spoiler of the cookie boys Jeff and Jaja.

Sarap talaga maging LAUNCHER…

Tara kain tayo!

They say distance can destroy a fragile relationship. Hmmmm, in our case we rarely see each other, lucky to meet up every 2nd week. But distance doesn't matter. Jake and I have been together for six years and we think we need to get out from the typical relationship, move up a little bit.

We’re enjoying what we have today. We don't rush because things are great right now. We're following our different career paths. We think a bit distance can give us enough time to achieve what we want in life and maybe if it God's will, at the end of the day we will share the fruits of our sacrifices.

Life is too short. We can't anticipate what will happen next. Distance gives us the chance to show how we miss each other. We want to spend our time wisely. It's the quality that counts and not the quantity. Jake and I settle every argument before the end of the day. We always say we love each other; we always keep saying “you’re my life”.

In six years there’s still magic, there’s still love. We talk everything that bothers us, we discuss what we want, and we share what can bring excitement in our relationship.  We’re hoping to tie a knot by 2010 or 2011. We’re praying for each others’ infinite love and patience. We’re praying for God’s blessing and guidance.

Optimistic thinker like us won't stop believing that every little things, events, sacrifices etc. has its purpose. It makes difference by how you look at it and how you manage life's exciting thrill.

It’s been a while since my last blog posting and I just realized there are numerous of events these past few days. Coolness!

Highlights:

The inconvenient truth – As a preparation for the Tree-mendous day, all ZIMMIES gathered up together at Greenbelt3 Cinema for the film showing of the inconvenient truth. Over all the film showing was okie, popcorns and drinks were free. Of course, I learned something new about the situation of our mother earth and as a Greenpeace advocate I have to do something on my own little way.

Tree-mendous Day – It was not easy to wake up at 3:30am, but since it was mandated by the EXEC Management, I have to be on time.

I arrived around 5:20am, thanks to Manong Taxi driver na taga Infanta rin pala, napaagap ako ng dating.

Lulan ng Bus No.2 we “Picked up” KC and Ria somewhere in North Edsa, we had our breakfast there also.

Around 8 am when we reached IPO DAM, there’s no extra-ordinary fear in me, since I already climbed mountains before. Mejo madali pa nga eh, kase parang ready na lahat.

Jeff, Djong and I were part of ACACIA TEAM, the first team that climbed the mountain. Funny because we have gay team mates (sobrang kwela, no dull moments). We planted trees; actually we just need to put soil on it. Everything was prepared already. We took a break on the top of the mountain, fresh air, far from city pollution. After Tree planting we proceeded to Groto Vista for lunch, fun, leisure and for the Town Hall.

We left Bulacan at around 6pm, tired and exhausted.

Parang Taling Pinilipit – Yeah, muscle pain, back ache, cramps, cough… over the weekends.

Pacman Vs. Diaz – Wawa Diaz dapat mag alaxan na sya.

Monday Oh, Monday – I don’t have enough sleep last night because of my cough but I was able to feel fresh, light and on the go… I don’t know why.

My sister in crime ping me, she noticed my status message and she likes it. “Why Rush? Things are great right now”. Then we talked about her trip to US of A. Her flight will be on July 4, yeah this coming Thursday na. She will be having a despidida party maybe tomorrow or this coming Wednesday. I told her that most of my friends are in abroad na, and HUHUHU I’m sad, but I’m happy for all of them. She asked me “ikaw kelan ka aalis?”, and then my status message answered her question “Why rush? Thing are great right now.”

Monday pa lang pero sana Friday na, I miss Jake na kase… (Geeeeez)